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2009-06-07T22:11:00.004+08:00

late come blog ady. sorry ya !

ERMM ..

i wanna to say abt 5 of June .

I Went out to pyramid with frns !

they are ......en ( dear ), anne, sa, fen, wei kin, dan, fhung & kuei heng. ( siew hui did not go bcoz she sick ) =(

at first i went to en's grandma' hse, then her mum fetch us to fen's hse !

after that fen's bro fetch us thr ! we reach thr quite early , i think abt 9something or 10. no ppl thr ! all the shops still not open yet !

so , we went to cinema to bought ticket ! ERM ..girls watch NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 ...boys watch TERMINATOR SALVATION ...

then ..went to red box ..but the stupid red box, haven open yet ! must wait till 10 something or abt 11 only open..so we stand outside to wait ! it was so HOT !

then..we went in to sing sing sing , the stupid wei kin, make until himself so funny ..we were angry at him but he also too funny so make us laugh..dont know wan happy or angry.== ! but i think without him, it will be boring !

N ..the most happy thing is ! they bought me a cake!it was a suprice ! =) at first i dont know but when i went to toilet i ady saw it ! then they put happy bday song N sing to me ! i really happy ! xd but anyway, i need to thanks a lot to all my frns ! really thx !

( i dont have the pic right now ! so sorry ! )

after that we went to watch movie. the movie was quite funny ! quite nice also !

ERM ...

then we went MINI TOONS to buy present !

I buy for Alison , Kien Yee & Pei Wen ..almost wan pk ady ! haha

after that went to eat Pizza hut bcoz kuei heng want to eat !

but ..we ate abt 90dolars ..fhung & me share to belanja them eat ..i pay 40dolars !

after that went to find anne's mum then go back home ady. i was so tired that day !

although like we went thr many hours, but the time pass very fast !

on that day, we saw quite many ppl also ..

our school mates N more ...qing yang & foo ming went also. but we did not know. went thr only we know ! haha

ohya !!! here the picture of my bday presents !

i really like it a lots ! thanks guys =)

at first ..i need to thanks everyone that wishes me happy bday ! ( too many ady so i did not list it out )thanks to ..Jia En , Kar Anne , Alyssa , Suet Fen , Hen Keen , Fhung & Wei Kin ..and also Alison ..thanks a lots for yr present !
i LOVE it !

2009-05-29T23:09:00.007+08:00

very very long did not update my blog. paiseh ar ..=p

N ..my comp's msn got prob. so nowadays I cant online ! anything leave a msg here or just sms me to =)

today was our school teacher's day !

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !!!

it was a suprice. mostly all of the teachers really put many efforts on their dressing !

but ..almost all my frns did not come, only me N sa baobei ! =(

but still got frns like ..cheng yee , laici , kim foong , wei shi N bla bla bla ..

i know many of you all did not go, so ...

i have some pictures for you all =)

ERMMM ..i think this year the teachers were given a country N they have to wear the tradisional dress according to the country.

enjoy ......................................................

Puan Mil Farinah ..i not sure is it correct or not xD

all the teachers busy taking photosss
saw ustat aska ? (sorry ..dont know how to spell)
Teachers in cinderella dress, japanese N chinese ...
i think the orange colour dress is Indian !

The pink colour dress is PUAN RUKILAWATI !!

Ustat aska N puan / Cik Zunaini !!!!

okay ! this are all the pictures ! Dont know whether you all like it or not ?!ohya ...holidays start !!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS GUYS !!!!!!!

during holidays ..i think will be going out with my frns to celebrate bday ! hehe ^^hope it will be a happy day !!!!!!Ermmm ..tml i'm going to Penang till Monday ! gonna to keep my shirt now ! bye bye =)

love you all ♥

p/s : pei wen mei mei , hehe =) hope you happy always ! N always sweet sweet with him o ! muackss

p/s : hope eveyone of my frns happy always !

p/s : ..hope someone will not think so much & hope you will be happy always !

p/s : en ,my dear ...today u went to Bali . hope ypu will have a safe trip N happy trip !

2009-04-12T15:55:00.002+08:00

HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghh ..
i dont know what to do with all my FOLIOs..the SEJARAH and GEOGRAFI folio.
currently, i'm searching for the imformation of my Sejarah folio. I'm doing Khoo Kongsi.
I can get many informations through the net but jus that i lazy to read all that. but the prob is ..almost all the information are in English. how do i translate?
N ..i sort of 1 sumber. i dont know how to get it !
hate this stupid folio!!!
i have to start doing by now bcoz the mid-year exams is coming soon. i really need to work hard not like the last exams. really disappointed me.
HOW ?!!
i'm gonna get crazy soon !
i think i will spend the whole day to search the stupid information and to read and understand it !

but i'm also happy that i finally finish the kh kerja kayu. haha xd

p/s: if you guys got any imformation, leave a tag for me ya ! thankss ..

2009-03-21T11:51:00.003+08:00

so long never update my blog. this few days were busy with tuition N exams.
then, my comp got problems also.
jus went back from Cambodia on tuesday. went thr for 4 days & 3 nights. i had no pic now bcoz i using laptop. so sorry. i will upload it as soon as possible.
ermm...Cambodia? i went Siem Reap.
all the time was seeing the temples..but it was quite anique & special. it was so big N u cnt imagine that. it was much different than i saw on the books or pictures.
but some of them began to spoil. bcoz all is made up of stone. the stone is like not stable N falling down 1 by 1. but the every of the stone was very big. they were trying to repair it.
i will show some pictures =)
we also went to tonle sap. it was a lake. we studied it in our form 1 sejarah.
everyone thr leave on the lake. they built hse thr. even restaurant was thr also.
in Cambodia, thr was nothing to buy. no shopping complex thr also. thr was like a 'kampung'.
the wheather thr was so so hot. the hot sun shine on my skin. my frns said that i became darker ady.
but the Angkor Wat was nice. the compound was so big.
but all the stairs in the temple is very difficult to climb. it was slim N high. you must sit down to climb down. quite dangerous also.

during the holidays, i did not go anywhere also. N school is gonna to reopen soon. 2 days to go. N i had to get my results, studied again. =(

stop here la. nth to write. XD

2009-02-06T18:49:00.012+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR GUYS :)

new year is gonna end soon. I WANNA MORE ANG PAUS !

i went back to my hometown in friday (before new year that week). so we just like eat eat eat. we eat twice steamboat this year! one is on the day before new year eve N other one is on new year eve ! it was delicious !

steamboat ! yummy yummy ~~

then on the first day, wake up early. prepare this N that. bath N tidy up. make up, dress up and etc etc etc :]

NEW YEAR ! NEW DRESS ! HAPPY NEW YEAR !

after that,went to relative's hse. eat vegetarian food ! it was delicious ! only new year we have the chance to eat it ! N it was only one year one time !

delicious dishes ! everyone of us just wait for this ! really nice !

then we played. ppl gave angpau ! YEAH ! then gamble, chit-chating.

this was my first day of new year ! the following day i just went to all my relative's hse. played, chit-chating, gamble, drink N bla bla bla.
N ..the last day before i went back. i think is on Thursday's midnight ! me N my cousin went to mamak stall on 2am. haha XD bcoz we were hungry. after we went home at 3am, we could not slp. so we made up our mind to play cards ! we play until 5am ! haha

this was my new year life ! it was fun N happy !but, this year. i think not a good year for dog ! bcoz i lose ! :(

then on the sixth day of new year, i went back to my hometown again. (mum's side) also eat eat eat. N have a lot of delicious food ! eat steamboat again. haha XD then i went back on Sunday N school start at Monday !

i think is bcoz the economies are bad. the ang pau i get this year is like very little. but i did not really count yet. I WANNA MORE ANG PAU !!!!!!!!!!!!

ohno ! my bro is coming back on MONDAY ! haha XD

i have no idea on what should i write. but i dont think i will write out here about the sad things bcoz i have a new diary at my room ! haha XD i wrote it every night.
but i will still write out some here !
bcoz i find that the time i use comp is lesser N lesser !

AND ....

Valentine's Day is coming. but, i'm not happy N not excited with it.
why ?bcoz something happen on me. but i dont feel like wrting out here. (sorry) but i was not a good thing. N i just have to accept it although i'm not happy with it !

2009-01-16T15:02:00.002+08:00

the second week of school ! the time past so fast. the next 2 week will be Chinese New Year!
OMG ! the time is going faster N faster.
we had our road run for the fisrt time yterday!
after finish the road run, when we were studying at class, i was so sleepy, nearly fall asleep! XD
i was so tired. but now, my whole bodyache. is hard for me to walk bcoz my muscles are pain! yterday, i walked till the end. but i think is a bit slow. hehe ^^ mayb the second time, mean next Wednesday i will be faster! N the competition day will be on Friday !
tml was school day. :(
should i go or not? i still haven make my decision.

i was tired with tuition. i was tired with school. i was tired wif everything.
i dont know what is going on on me ?

just like yterday.
i lose to someone. 'she'. when we were having road run, my frn N me was in front. but later she N her frn came. she passed me. actually that time i ady started to walk but not to run. but my mind tell me i cnt loss to her. if i lose to her, i will lost everything. so i ran N i crossed over her. but then later, she crossed me again. then i ran again. then later when she wanted to run, my frn said she fall but i did not see. but later she took after me. at that time, i tell myself. i cnt win her. this is what God plan for me. i still have to lose to her. that time, i was not happy but i had no choice. the end is ...i still have to lose to her.

1 more problem is about my frn.
i really dont know what to do.
should i say out here ?
my frn. he has the same tuition wif me in ss2. we having car pool to tuition.
so me was like, we are frns right? so i was like quite good wif him. but i jus take him as my frn.
but the prob is ..he like mistaken his meaning. if i'm not wrong, i think he like me. i really dont know what to do with this?
i dont want to tuition with him anymore. at first, i was like talking wif him but now i was like dont want talk to him, keep away from him. it make me feel not happy.
but i cannot stop tuition. i dont know how ?if i still having tuition thr, i need to keep away from him 10months more? how ?tuition should be happy. but now ?aiks...
cant we be frns? why must u lik dat? stupid !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm ady very tired with my tuition bcoz i have to go out for the whole day. N have 2 tuition in the same day. but now, happen this thing again ! wth !

somemore, is abt him.
:(
why so many things happen to him? why? i wanna know why? he did not done anything wrong.
i'm very worried him. his phone had been stolen. but till now, he haven sms me. eventhough everytime i'm angry him, but when i saw he not happy, i jus will forgive him everything. i'm scared. this few nights, i dont know why. i'm very not happy. i cried every night.
can all this thing solve? quickly plsss ..i dont want it to happen to us. haizzzz
but i know YOU ♥ know that, i still love you no matter what !

ermmm ..
N abt my frn. she was sick now. she did not come to skul ady for 5days. mean 1 week. i dont know what happen to her. when i sms her, she did not reply me !
i hope u can recover faster ! take good care ! i miss u a lotssss .

sorry. i'm not in the mood now.
bye bye ! will be update as soon as possible !

2009-01-09T17:52:00.002+08:00

the first week of school.
i think everything was alright but just let me tell you 1 by 1.
okay well, lets began on Monday.

Monday, i went to school early. bcoz i tot i have to go to see what class I'm in. but this year different. we just need to go back to last year's class.
when I was cycling to school, I'm scared. bcoz it was so dark. the car was less. N no ppl walking too.but very fast. i reached school. so I went to find my frns then i went to sit. the 1st day thr was no assembly.
so, my class was at the highest floor. 3rd floor. N my class was located at the last class. cnt see anything.
So, recess. Ermm..the canteen's food is still so yucky ! yuck ! the nasi lemak N the keropok not nice at all. but today, i ate keropok. it was better than the day i bought few days ago.
N ..my frn tell me that the canteen had change ppl, it is true ?but why all the food is still the same ?

Tuesday, i went school a bit later. not like 1st day so early.
we do not have assembly but we have i talk on our co-curiculum. it took about 1 hour more to talk. OMG ! N ..we were sitting on the floor. i was so tired N my leg N my back was so pain.
i ady handed in my form, but i not gonna go for the co-curiculum.
N ..Tuesday, it was the 1st day i went to tuition at ss2. Karangan N Science.
the Karangan was quite okay N the teacher is quite funny also. but he was a man, quite old ady.
I most rmb what he said was "Guys should have more than 1 girlfriend(s) if not they will rugi !" haha N he said that "Everyday can eat free dinner with different girls, everyday can went to watch movie N if this girl angry then can go find another girls, isnt it fun? " haha
he said like that, he very bad, right? teach ppl the wrong thing.
after that we have 1hour 15minutes break. but we dont know what to eat. so we went to McDonald to eat. after that we went to buy exercise book then later on go back to class.
It was Science class. the teacher was lady. N she was quite old too. but she was funny. haha
I have fun in this class. N i meet my 1st primary school frn's too. quite many thr. but i did not talk to them also. :( i still did not know any frns form thr.

it was Wednesday,
it was the time to change class. but luckily i did not changed. i still in the same class.
N ..2 of my frns. Chinese frns came to our class. So i have more frns ady.
everything was fine. mayb I'm thinking too much before school reopen !
So, i have tuition AGAIN. it was Math N BM.
the math teacher was the same teacher as my Science teacher. but, when she teach Math, she was not like very funny anymore. she was fierce. N she gave us many homeworks. :(
after that, we had 1 hour break. we went to "wei sek kai". (dont know u all understand what i say?) but we just drink drinks only. my frn did not eat. but the time i was so hungry.
after this 2 days of tuition. i was so tired. i no time to rest. no time to take a nap also. N when i reached hse, it was ady 1030. no time for me to do homeworks also. then, the next day i went to school, i was tired. N i felt sleepy in the class.
I was thinking, I have to pass such this life for 10months. I'm thinking whether can I stand?

Thursday. nth much happen.
N ..mayb i forgot ady.
Thurdays i had my piano lessons at 215. i reached home abt 2 mayb? i not even have time to take a bath. N i just simply eat some bcoz i was too hungry. it was so rushing. then after hav my piano lessons, i went to have a nap !

Friday. N it was today.
nth much happens too.
but, i went to buy my t-shirt for sport.
N ..I'm having sore throut N flu. :( very pain. i keep drinking water.
the day i like the most was Friday. bcoz i have no tuition. hehe
i can enjoy slping. :D

how about my teachers ?
OMG ! this year, almost all my teachers was fierce ! i scared of them. :(
like Sejarah, BM ......
then my Geografi was Chinese teacher.
My Math teacher was my class teacher. last year also. so i not really scare.
N ..my Science teacher was "mr.potato". haha she was lazy. she teached us before in form 1. I dont like her. she dont know how to teach. So i did not listen to her in class.
N my English teacher. I dont like her. She was like dont know speak English N i think her English was bad. but she pretend to be like very good N when she talking English was like very girly. haha XD
N my moral teacher. the 1st day she scolded me. so i hate her a lot. but the second day, i felt that she was quite good. she was a indian !

how abt my frns?
GOOD. i LOVE them. they gave me alots of fun. they make me happy but not sad.
N ..i really need to thanks a person. during recess, i tell my frn i wanna buy buku penulisan but the koperasi did not open yet. so i cnt buy. but i tell my frn i need it bcoz after recess was my BM teacher. she very fierce 1. but then, after the bell rang, the koperasi ady open. but i have no time to buy bcoz if i late went in class. I will let her punish. but then, later, my frn bought the book for me. i did not ask them to buy for me but they buy. I was so suprise ! i was happy ! thank you !
N ..this let me rmb something.last year, got one day, i dont know why i did not go for recess, then after that when my frns passed me, i asked them for food bcoz i was too hungry. but they did not have. so i was like nvm la. but after that, my frn bought me karipap N bring to my class for me ! haha i was shocked too ! my frns really treat me very good. thanks !

okay then. the last one. how abt HIM ♥?
when school reopen, he also started to work.
the bad bews is ...the place he working now have no line. so his phone cnt use. so we did not sms also.if got, also very less. then when he finsih work, it was abt 10. after that we jus sms awhile N did not call, then i went to slp ady. that's y now we seldom chat. i scare it will affect our relationship. i dont know ?mayb i'm thinking too much ?
okay, dont say about the bad things !
a new year was a new start. so everything will changed. although is a bad thing, but we have to try to change into good things.
So, i was like...we chat less nvm, but at least u still can rmb me N bla bla bla.
hope we will be GOOD !
( sorry coz i dont know what to say )

it gonna be too long. N i'm running out of idea.
TA-TA ^^

2009-01-04T15:12:00.002+08:00

the forth day of 2009.
dont know how feel in the new year ?
this few days. i jus stay at home doing nothing. but i tidy up my books on 31dec. when ppl were countdowning, but i doing all this staft. :(

so ........tml gonna school reopen.
feel like got a bit scare. N feel like myself very blur. dunno why ?
i feel like i'm not ready for skul.
i dunno what to prepare? N i prepare nothing.
i'm lazy !
during holidays, i slp at about 1 something or 2 something. especially this few night i slp quite late. N i woke up at 11 something or 12 something.
so ..if i need to wake up at 6 ? can i wake up ?
surely NO ! but no choice, i have to. i must use to it with all this boring life again. :(
although holidays is boring, but at least i do not have any pressure N i was like so relax, so free.
but i know if everyday i passed this kiind of life, i will be a stupid ppl.
but skul was so boring. i rather go for tuition.
ohno ! say until tuition. i'm gonna die !
i have many tuition ! here N thr. sure very tired. no time to rest. :(
nvm. i must be strong ! i should handle N solve everything to myself !

dont know tml i go skul will what happen ?
happy ?sad ?scare ?dunno ?
i really hope i can have frns. frns very important to me. i dont want to be LONELY !
plssssssss ..i hope tml everything will be alright ! pray for me !
i really have to say bye bye to my holidays.
but i dun want to say hello to my school days !
but, if i went skul, i can meet my frns, hope i will be happy !

oppsss ..i have no idea what to write.
i will not be update so soon ady. bcoz skul reopen ady. mayb no time? dunno ?but i will be late.
again. hope tml will be a good start for me !

to all my frns :
tml skul start, all the best to you.
GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING !
happy school days !
hehe

to baby :
baby, tml is yr 1st day to work.
GOOD LUCK YA !
hope everything will be fine !
gambateh ! LOVE YOU <3

2008-12-31T14:57:00.004+08:00

the last day of 2008 !

bye bye 2008 !

N ..

say hello to 2009 !

in 2009,

i hope for many things...

N ..the most important is....i hope i can get good result in my studies! really! this is very important to me.

2009 is my PMR year. i hope i can get 8'As. i know is difficult to me but i will try my best to work hard !

Good luck ya ! Good luck to all my frns !

other than that,

i hope i will have more frns in skul ! N ..i will be more good with them !

not like this year, in my class, i was so bored. just a few frns. it make me feel very lonely N bored.

I hope that thr is no arguments or anything bad happen to me or happen to my frns !

I hope thr is no so much pressure on me ady ! i dun hope my parents will give pressure on my studies ! i know what to do.

I hope for too many things ..but i cnt write out all. i jus write some ! hehe ^^ sorry !

FINALLY , i hope 2009 can be better than 2008. N all my wishes will come true ! to pass a happy 2009 year !

a new year, everything will be new N everything will start again. forget all abt the sad thing, throw away all the bad thing N come over again. be happy everyday ! =) smile.

In this year,

i got a new relationship.

isn't it good to me or bad to me ? i dunno. but i think is a good thing for me.

sometimes, humans need someone to accompany them, no matter when they are happy or sad.

now , i found it. ♥

but then, good thing wont last forever. it may come N go.

no one can ever be yr side. no one can ever concern u when u not happy. no one will ever make u happy when u r sad. no one will ever know what u want at the moment.

sometimes, he will do something that make me not happy.

but, we should know to forgive ppl bcoz everyone have their own temper.

no matter what,

i know i should forgive everyone that had been wrong. N start all over again !

in our relationship, thr hav much more sweet memories than the sad memories. forget all the sad memories N only rmb the sweet memories.

someone that can accompany me everyday. tat's only YOU ♥. no one else. i know i should appreciate it.

someone that can always beside me when i'm sad or happy. tat's only YOU ♥!

YOU ♥did may things for me. N YOU ♥ did everything for me.

thank you. thank for everything u gave me. i cant write out what u did for me bcoz thr are too many things!

in the year 2009 ! i hope we will be better than ever !

i love you baby ! i love you !

N ..i hope we can last forever !

THANKS for everything YOU ♥ did for me !

nice ?hehe =) i love you ! ♥ my sweet rose ! muackss mauckss

ermm ..

this year ?

i not really rmb what I have did !

but i hope all my frns will be with me forever !

I love you all ! really !
thanks for everything you all gave me.
when i'm sad , u all always beside me. make me happy.
when we happy, we played together. we really have a lot of fun !
muackss mauckss
FRNS FOREVER !
i hope everyone will treat me better N love me more ! xp
i jus jokking. XD

To all my frns N SOMEONE ♥ N everyone :
in year 2009,
i hope all of you can be happy! N ..all the wish will come true !
let us have a happy year in 2009 !
Good Luck in everything !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-30T15:36:00.011+08:00

hihi =)

I"M BACK !! i'm jus came back from my hometown yterday.

i hav many things to write. but i will write finish it slowly. =P

okay,

firstly, i want to wish all of you.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! N ..MERRY X'MAS !

(sorry for i'm late to wish here.)

how was yr Christmas? izzit fun? how you celebrate?

tell me ya !

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24th December is also my dad's bday. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !!

so ..we call up my cousin N my aunt to go out for our Christmas dinner N also to celebrate my dad's bday.

at first, we tot wanna go 1utama to hav our dinner. but then, my aunt say that if we go thr, we will stuck inside the traffic jam. so she decided to go to a hotel (i forget waht's the hotel's name ady.so sorry) to hav our dinner.

so ..my dad drive along thr.

the hotel thr was quite quiet but then the restaurant was full of ppl.

actually we went in a Japanese restaurant. but then thr do not hav set lunch N the environment thr is lik so so only. not lik Christmas party.

so ..we changed to Italian restaurant. thr was much better.

ermm ..bcoz is Christmas eve, the restaurant do not hav prepare much thing. all the food thr are fix. got 5 course. N the main course u can either choose turkey or beef. N the price was fix too.

in the restaurant, thr got a band. 3 ppl. 1 playing keyboard, 1 playing guitar N another 1 playing drum. hehe =)

N ..some of them in the restaurant was couple. the girls wear very formal N very beautiful. jus lik going for a dinner.

at first, i tot wear a mini jean skirt N a t-shirt but luckily i change. hehe

i wear the dress i wear to my cousin's wedding. hehe =)

so ..we order 5 set. N i choose turkey bcoz i did not eat before. is the 1st time i eat.

N ..

the 1st course was salmon, tuna N a piece of orange. ( i forget to take the pic of it, really sorry )

all the thing was very little N put it in the shape of circle N put inside a triangle plate. the design was nice !

after tat was ..

pumpkin soup. it was yummy ~~ it was delicious. i love it a lotssss .

hehe ..see ..izzit nice? look delicious right? yummy yummy ~~ XD

N..the third 1 was ice-cream. i dunno what ice-cream was it. its taste is lik okay only. bcoz i do not eat that before but its special.

see ?how was it ?mayb is too dark thr. but the ice-cream was red colour. XD

here is the main course...turkey ! the first time i ate. the outside was like chicken but the middle was like soft soft. i not really like to eat. but its still delicious. N thr was a small carrot. look so cute.

turkey ! with the sauce. N the sauce round beside was strawberry jam. the turkey only 2 piece ? hehe

see ?this pic will be clearer. my turkey ! hehe

okay, the last 1 was ..cake ! ice-cream cake. beside it has strawberry, rasberry N blueberry. on top of the cake got chocolate powder. IT WAS NICE NICE NICE !

the cake ! mayb the pic was too dark. sorry ^^ got 2 pieve of cake. beside it was strawberry N all tat. =)

N ..at the last. they gave us chocolate. but i did not eat it. coz i was too full N i bring it back to my hometown but i forget to eat. =(

is this cute? i love it very much. it was so cute. the snowman N the santa-clous. muackss.. hehe

so ..we have all wonderful Chritmas dinner ! it gave me a wonderful memories of my Chritmas.
after that, we tot wanna go for the hotel pub but the entrance need 50dolar. so my dad say dun wan N we went back. the pub thr was full of ppl. N many dancers on the stage was wearing Christmas skirt. really fun. but i did not went in. =(

ermm ..
i will continue my Penang trip mayb tml or next time. bcoz i had used many times on this.
bye bye !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

2008-12-23T14:42:00.004+08:00

hehe
i remember what should i write, tat's y i'm back.

last friday, i went to klang with my cousin.
the night before, she called me. she ask me wan to go for the charity dinner or not. so i was like dont know anything abt it, so i said let me ask my mum 1st.
then my mum asked me to go. bcoz everyday i stay at home doing nothing. at least i can go out N see something different.
the next morning. i sms my cousin N tell her i'm going. she asked me no need to eat dinner.
okay ,then we went out from hse abt 645. but the invitation card was writing the dinner start at 7. okay then. on the way, we called my another cousin which she was going too. but she said she haven left home. N i think she reached thr abt 8.
then, when we reached. it was inside a club hse. many ppl N many cars. n we parked our car far away. need to walk for a distance.
then when we went in, i was shocked. thr was full wif ppl. many ppl. but mostly was aunty N uncle. haha XD N the hall was very crowded.
so we went in to find our sit. but we do not have the ticket. so we called again to ask what is our table num N my cousin tell us was 60.
then we start finding. thr was more than 70 tables. N we found our table N sit.
then later my cousin came too abt 7something to 8. but then later, she took her card N asked the working ppl thr. they said our table should be 6. haha XD we sat the wrong table.
so we did changed. N the show was began at 8something i think.
this charity was for the africa's children. haha ^^ but i did not know.
then all the children came out to sing N dance. all of them are same looking. wif botak. i do not even know they are girls or boys. all of them are very skinny but some are quite tall.
( sorry for i did get some pictures back. bcoz it was really too many ppl. )
then the food came too. i think got 10 dishes included desert.
but it was all VEGETARIAN ! omg! i'm not use to it wif vegetarian food.
the food was lik ..not delicious. i did not eat. i jus ate 1 or 2 piece from each dishes. N the tea was different taste. got a bad smell. so i did not drink.
but i was so so so HUNGRY. N bcoz of the table got other ppl. so i did not dare to laugh N talk bcoz all of them was see-ing the show. so i just like sitting thr quietly. IT WAS BORING.
my cousin had the same feeling wif me too.
so after we ate 4dishes. it was abt 9something. we went back home. haha XD
the show should be until 11.
when we were home, i was so so so hungry. so i asked my mum to take me out to mamak stall N eat. hehe
i bought a hotdog burger. it was delicious. YUMMY ~~
N my mum N my cousin called teh tarik n me called teh ais to drink. N we called a roti tisu to share. hehe
N i was full. then we went home to watch tv N slp. zzzZZZ

haha XD tat is a day for me.
early know then i dont want to go for the dinner. haha but it also a experience for me.
tat's all.

Ohya, luckily i still rmb.
tat day was baby's chinese calender bday ! haha

HAPPY BDAY BABY !

hope YOU happy always. (tat is what i hope to see)

muaackss mauckss mauckss

love you ♥

2008-12-22T13:17:00.005+08:00

ermm ..
actually i feel like i hav many things to say. but i forget! hehe =)
so sorry. but if i rmb bak, i will add it.

ohya! my dad came back ady. yterday.
he bought me a t-shirt. a Dubai t-shirt wif camel. the shirt is yellow colour! XD
its quite nice N it jus fit me. =)
N he did bought some chocolates N some food from thr lik nuts N something i dont know how to say. hehe XD mayb i will take pic?.
N he also bring bak some sand. he store it inside a bottle. the sand is smooth N nice. not lik our sand. hehe =)
so yterday we did not go anywhere. after my dad came back, we went to have our lunch N after tat we went Giant.
we went thr to buy 'tang yuan' bcoz yterday was 'tang yuan' festival. N at night, we cooked N eat.
Saturday,
my mum, cousin N me went to 1utama.
i bought a shirt from Seed N i pair of shoes from Vincci. hehe =)
actually the shoes is for my New Years' shoes. but i wear it ady. bcoz the shoes i wearing is killing me. my feet all red. its painful. so i changed.
ohya! N i bought a mug for SOMEONE ♥ =) hope 'you' like it.
after we shopping in 1utama. we went ss2 to eat.
after tat went home N slp. Zzzzz
i think is enough for my New Year's clothes. i should stop buying.
ya. its enough ! I HAV TO STOP BUYING. STOP LOOKING FOR CLOTH.

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Christmas jus 3days to go. yeah yeah !
but ..no one bring me to countdown. =(
i wanna go The Curve !!!!!!!! bring me go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope i can faster grow up N i can drive. the i can go by myself!
=(
N ..school is gonna reopen. Aiks
i DONT WANT to go bak school. I DONT WANT !!!
i really dont want. i'm lazy. N i dont want to face the fact. i dont want be a form 3 student. =(

okay la. bye bye! i hav to enjoy more abt my holidays' life. if not, when school reopen. i hav to suffer. T.T
ta-ta =)

2008-12-17T15:57:00.013+08:00

OHNO. i more than 10days did not come to update my blog ady.
sorry sorry sorry. hehe
bcoz my cousin came, so i did not always use comp N i hav no time to update.
ermmm ..
my cousin went back home today. actually my parents asked me go back to my hometown too. but i didn't..bcoz i dont want =)
now i at home 1 ppl ady. bcoz my bro went oversea.
but nvm.1 ppl at home also not bad. can do whatever i wan. hehe

my holidays was so boring. really boring.
i at home doing nothing. actually i should go tidy up my books. go read my books, do some revision. i hav many many things to do. but i jus lazy. hehe
i jus pass my day with playing comp, watching tv N slp N eat. hehe
later when school reopen i gonna be a PIG ! is fat like a PIG ! OMGGGGGGGGGGG
anyway. i have to clean up all my things. school is gonna reopen soon. =(
N ..Christmas is here soon. dont know i will receive any present? hehe
ohya. Christmas tat day i going to Penang. hehe

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what did i did during the days i did not update my blog?
hmmmm..let me think.
ohya. abt my bracelets thingy.
at first my dad tot wanna let me do before Christmas. but now dont hav time bcoz my dad went oversea. so it may not be so fast.
actually i scare to put bracelets but i hav no choice.
but nvmm la. is okay. jus need to suffer for 2 years, mayb ?or mayb more than that? i dont know? haha
but it is PAINFUL !!!!!
N ..when my cousin is here. i did not go anywhr. i mean weekdays!
but we did cycle to the shoplots thr to buy burger N reload card. we cycled twice ady. it is so so far N we were so tired. N is was dangerous too. bcoz thr were too many cars. N thr was also many working men lik indonesian. i always think that those ppl are bad ppl. hehe
yesterday we cycled thr too. to buy reload card N a cake from my mum bcoz yesterday was my mum's bday. i jus bought a piece only. N ..i took a candle. at night me N my cousin lighted the candle N sang bday song to her. hehe
but, my mum gave the cake to me. she said she not really like to eat cake N she know i like to eat! is a cheese cake. YUMMY ~~
my mum bring me to time square too. i think is last MOnday. hehe
we sat train to go thr. so far. i think it took abt 1 hour.
actually time square hav a lot of shops especially shoes N shirts. but many shops thr not suitable for me. is lik too LALA. hehe
but i bought a pants thr. quite cheap also. 25dolar. but when i went to a boutique, i saw a pants look almost the same wif my pants that i bought in time square, it cost 69.90dolar. the price is much different but mayb the quality is more better but it is also too expensive.
then the pass Sunday. my relative bring us to Sri Hatamas. thr got many restaurant N boutique.
why we go boutique? is bcoz almost every shopping centre we went before but still nth for us to buy. some more we need to walk a lot in shopping centre. tat's y we gave up to shop in a shopping centre N we prefer to buy cloth in boutique. it is much easier for us to buy in boutique bcoz it is less ppl so tat we do not need to queue to try our cloth N if we bought in boutique, those cloth is more special N mayb no ppl or less ppl to hav the same thing. hehe
N ..tat day is a good day for us. bcoz all of us got buy something. XD

soo ...this week jus left me! mayb mum won't bring me go out anymore this weekend. dont know ?but hope i can go out. want shop for more N more things! =P
N ..i want to watch BOLT ! its cute. N its 3D !!! i want. but my dad wont bring me to watch bcoz he do not lik this kind of movie. =(
i think i hav no chance to watch it =(

ohya. i forget something. hehe
i get my result! but i forget when ady.
is a GOOD NEWS !
i improve a lots comparing with last term result! hehe
my parents were happy wif it, i think! but i scare i cnt get such good result in next year! N ..scare to disappointed them N also myself. but this time, i was shocked when i looked at my result too ! hehe
my PMRRR is coming!!!!!!!! =(

okay la. tat's all first.
bye bye ^^

2008-12-04T11:08:00.002+08:00

hehe =)
i'm here to post again.
you know why? haha
cnt tell, later got PPL wan whack me XD
try to guess yrself. =P
yesterday.
baby came my hse!
N ..its the first time he came. THE FIRST TIME !
but the sad thing is..he jus came a little while. i think is abt 15minutes? i not sure. but i know very short. =(
N ..he made me freaking MISS HIM !
omg ..i jus wanna to meet him EVERYDAY ! i jus wanna him ! i need him =(
he came back so early is bcoz his frns need to go ..
N ..i bring him to see my room N my hse! hehe
ohya,
the day i went to 1utama wif my cousin, he also came too.
N his frn came too. i reach thr abt 2something, but he reached abt 4 ..
then he went bak at 6 ..so short time =(
hehe
baby ,
u own me a lunch!!!!!!!!!!!!
u know why? u did not pay for me the laksa N i pay for yr drink ! haha
u say u forget to put down money !
tat mean next time when i eat u need to PAY ! haha

U OWN ME A MEAL !

tat's all.
baby? lik dat okay ?hehe =)
muacksssss
LOVE YOU !

2008-12-04T09:36:00.002+08:00

sorry sorry sorry. ^^
sorry for so long did not update my blog ya.
bcoz tat my cousin came, tat's y i not really free to update. N also bcoz last few days my comp got prob N taken to repair. NOW , everything is alright.
now is 9.37am.
i woke up so early is bcoz 920 i had my piano class. i'm so tired now. yesterday i did not slp well, i almost did not slp. i think i slp abt 2 or 3 hours only.
yesterday night, my phone got prob. got network prob i think. cnt receive call, cnt call out N cnt nsg. so, i keep doing my phone until abt 140 lik that. then after that, i know my phone cnt use anymore, only i put it aside N wanna to slp. but, i cnt slp. bcoz of something make me very worry N scare. i even cried. hehe ^^
i think i slp at 2something. then 4 something i woke up. tat time my eyes open very big XD
then i think i slp bak at 5something. then 630 i woke up again. my cousin also. dont know why we 2 cnt slp. normally we will slp till 11 something without wake up (pigs). hehe
then when i wake up at 630, i look at my phone. N my phone ady okay. then i sms to baby tell him things. then i cnt slp ady.
then, abt 7 something i slp awhile. then my alarm rang. i force to wake up.
NOW ,I'M SO TIRED !
okay. so what did i do when i did not update my blog?
ermm ..i had forgotten. (try to write out some. )
my cousin came to my hse to stay wif me! hehe. till now, i think abt 2 weeks ady.
so we 2 went shopping at 1utama. but we bought nothing. we only eat that day. we eat laksa, kfc's hotrods (its delicious, i lik it. hehe its better then the fried chicken) N we bought big apple donut home. tat's all we did in 1utama. hehe
N ..tat day, my leg was so tired bcoz my shoes were killing me!
okay then. i think we went 1utama on wed or tue. i forgetten.
we went midvalley wif dad on friday.
i also bought nothing. =(
on Saturday, after we went to eat at damansara. bcoz it is still 9something, so we went to The Curve. N ..i bought a shirt in thr. the word on the shirt was ' EVERYDAY I NEED A KISS'. hehe
after tat, we went to 'heaven' to drink. ppl singing thr also. N ..we went bak home abt 11something.
on sunday, my dad fetched me, my cousin N my mum to Pyramid.
we go shopping around. N i bought a short pants N a shirt. hehe *happy*
my cousin N me bought the same thing. XD
then after we eat at kimgary. we went back.
tat's all. only my cousin came, i can go here go thr, if not my dad lazy bring me out. hehe =)
N ..this week i did not go out anywhere.
ohya,
yesterday, my cousin N me cycled to 7evelen to buy reload card.
at first, we tot jus wanna bought at the mini market thr. is much nearer N not so many cars. but bcoz the mini market sell 50cents extra, so i dont want.
we cycled along the road for walking N bicycle. the road was so many cars. so scary. then we passed through a big round about. it was so dangerous.
but, luckily i'm safe here. hehe
we bought a drink thr. bcoz we were so tired. then later we saw a stall selling burger, so we bought a hotdog thr N we took to the playground to eat. the hotdog is nice ! hehe
okay, tat's all.
i'm very tired. wanna go watch tv N slp. XP
bye bye! will be update as soom as possible.
miss you all ..=)

2008-11-20T11:53:00.004+08:00

心情不好，不开心！怎么办?
因为我的电话没有钱了，所以我不能sms 。
刚刚收到他的sms,我就来上网。一开始还好好的，可是过后，他send照片给我，我就告诉他，可以send by email吗，怎知道他说他已经delete那些照片，所以我就说没关系啦！然后，我就收不到照片了！那是我都还没有东西的，照片没了可以再拍过，又没有怎样！
哪里知道，他却好像在怪我，在骂我，说我没有把事情讲好！
我就开始不开心了！到底发生了什么事?我得罪你吗?我还跟你说对不起叻！你还怪我！昨天也是一样！我们在玩games，我就叫他来找我，然后过后我又去找他，但是我有跟他讲，可能是慢了跟他讲，所以他已经来找我了，然后可能是因为一直换来换去，结果电脑出问题了！我也有跟他说对不起，但是他又好像在怪我，骂我！我知道我也是有错，但是我已经跟你讲对不起了，为什么还要骂我?说我害你的电脑disconnect，难道这是我想的吗?
好了，算了，不要跟你吵！我错，全部都是我错！有些东西不说好过说！

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对了，我已经开始看命中注定我爱你了！但是现在我看到第二集，有点慢！呵呵
不过慢慢看也好，因为假期好友那么长，不然我会很闷！
这套戏满好看的，也是有一点搞笑的！一开始就有床戏了耶！哈哈 XD
今天，我很早就起床了，因为我830有学钢琴啦！本来想说学完钢琴就要再睡回，怎知道我却跑去看戏！呵呵所以就没睡了！
我最近不知道为什么对钢琴又有兴趣了，最近我也比较多练琴了！呵呵
应该是好事吧！ ^^
好了啦，不说了！我等一下要去见牙医了！怕怕！ xp
ta-ta =)
muackss ..

2008-11-19T11:12:00.008+08:00

hehe ^^sorry yterday did not come update my blog, cause i lazy! hehe

yterday, i made pizza again ! hehe
bcoz my auntie did not cook.
hmmm ..this time, quite nice also. hehe .the second time i do.
ohya. u know what happen yterday?
haha
i forget that i hav a tuition at night. 745 to 945 . haha ^^ when i wanna to slp, i jus rmb that i hav my tuition. but ady too late. haha i really holiday till crazy ady. dont know what day ady. XD
N yterday was the last class. N my last class at the tuition centre too. bcoz next year i'm not going to continue. i ady joined the tuition thr for 3 years.
but actually, i think i dont like this kind of tuition. bcoz i feel lik very stress. bcoz in the class. i'm not the best 1, N ..actually me is counted as weak students. bcoz my English not good. i only good in the school syllabus. every time i want to quit this tuition. but my mum did not give. finally i no need to tuition anymore. but now. i feel like dun wan to leave the tuition. haha
i also dont know why i will lik that. but i also happy bcoz i no need tuition at there anymore. =)
ohya,
N ..Thursday. i'm going to dentist ady.
scare scare la xp
i'm going to start doing my bracelets. but not so fast. Thursday is jus go to hav my shape of my teeth N hav an x-ray of my teeth. really scare. i scare pain ! =(
but never mind, i think very fast will pass ady. ^^
okay la. jus stop thr. wanna go play games ady.
XD

N ..here is a pic of what i eat yterday. mamee. hehe =)
this pack of mamme cost RM1.20 .so expensive. if m'sia 1 is cost RM0.30 .
but this is much nicer that the m'sia 1, N the packing is much cuter. that's y i take this photo. hehe =) this mamee call ‘ 捏碎面’. N ..the girl is crying bcoz down thr got write ‘ 脸被捏大，大了嫁不出’ ! ( i think is something lik dat la. i not really rmb ady.) haha =) so funny N cute !

2008-11-17T16:31:00.005+08:00

hello =)
sorry for not blogging for 2 days. bcoz usually i will not blog on weekends bcoz parents are around. XD
so .i came to blog today. the second weeks of holidays.
what did i did for the first week?
erm...watch movie. play comp. mostly lik that. most of my time spend with my tv, comp N my phone =)
N ..i used 4 days to finish my movie. ( 最美丽的第七天 ) it was a best drama i ever had. i LOVE it. really. it was good. N ..i cried. bcoz the story was quite sad. but i lik this drama. i wanna watch again if i got time . hehe ^^
so now. i been watching 溏心风暴, i dont really like this drama. i hope i can watch it finish faster. bcoz i dont lik this kind of drama. what i like is something abt love, sad N romantic. =) i still have 家好月圆, dont know why i dont feel lik watching.
ohya. Saturday i went to ss2 market with my parents. i bought a drama ( 命中注定我爱你 ). i want to watch it. hehe=) quite excited with it.
okay then. nothing to write. so sorry. wanna go play games ady. bcoz i want level up. hope i can win baby. hehe=) but still a long way to go .=(
ta-ta ^^

2008-11-14T13:50:00.003+08:00

just finish playing games. (viwawa) ,but mood not good =(
dunno why. i felt like myself very easy angry . but i will be alright after that.
sorry to him. i scold him. bcoz i no mood. sorry.
today, my frns all go back to primary school. i so hope to go. but at last i din go. coz of something. ^^

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不要随便许下诺言，

这样只会让你感到辛苦，

而对方将受到伤害！

我再也不会要任何人答应我任何东西，我怕了！如果你们答应了，做不到，那个人将会很失望，很心痛！真的要答应一件事是不容易的！如果你可以真的觉得你可以做到你答应的东西，才可以答应别人，不要伤害了一个人！

昨天晚上，我又哭了！为什么呢? 我也不知道！不开心就哭出来了！

我也不知道我到底是发生了什么事，很容易不开心，一直对他很冷淡，很容易发脾气！对不起啦！我真的不想的！我控制不了自己！我真的不知道应该如何！对不起！我会尽量改变我自己！我不想再不开心了！不想再这样下去！我很辛苦！但是我又不知道该怎么办！

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HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !

i know mayb yesterday i not that happy. N i cried to you. I'm sorry! i jus dont know why this few days i will lik that. sometimes i treat u very sweet, very good but after that i suddenly will not happy, treat u very cool. i know that. but, i jus dont know why i will like that. I'm really sorry. Jus like today. when we played games, i was very happy. but suddenly i became no mood. sorry. beside sorry, i dont know what can I say to you. i know sometimes my attitude is very bad. sometimes if u can't stand, jus scold me. dont every time treat me that good. jus scold. mayb i will not happy awhile. but after that i think i will changed. sometimes if u not happy, dont keep it, ok? tell me. i know when i not happy i did not tell u, but i will write in my blog. at least u can see it from my blog. N u know what is happening. but if me, i cant. coz u no blog. i only can know what is happening if u tell me. 9 months ady, ady quite long ady. mayb u dont trust me. but i really hope u can tell me everything. i also will try my best to tell u everything. if not, u can see it from my blog. bcoz sometimes it is hard for me to tell u directly. i love you baby !

2008-11-12T12:01:00.005+08:00

hehe=) good morning.
today so late only on9 coz jus now watch movie. last sunday i went to my aunty's hse N she borrow some movie for me to see. cause holidays.
she borrowed me 3 movies.
1. 最美丽的第七天 this movie very long ady.but i always want watch also no ppl borrow me. now i finally can watch ady. hehe=) nice movie! i love it! the movie i watching now XD
2. 溏心风暴 this movie i watch before on astro ady. but not all, i jus watch a bit a bit. so now watch again. this 1 i haven watch.
3. 家好月圆 going to watch this soon =)
i hav so many to watch. dont know can finish or not. but actually i want to watch 命中主定我爱你 .but no one have the dice. my dad dont want to buy for me. =( N ..i dont lik to watch on9. nvm la. if next time i go pasar, i saw it. i will buy myself ! ^^
i still have many novels to read. but now i keep watching tv. all the novels i bought it before i had my exams. my mum dont allow me to write during exams. tat's y i now only can read. but no time. =)
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昨天晚上，我不知道为什么突然很不开心！也许我想到那件事吧！然后当他打给我时，我都没心情讲了。对不起！我也不想的！
只要晚上要睡了，或是他很久没有回覆我，我就会开始乱想了！我在想，他跟我讲完电话后，会不会又跟别人讲电话呢? 他那么迟回覆我，又是不是在跟别人sms呢? 我也不知道我自己在做什么，结果我又哭了！但是只是流眼泪，一下子而已！
我为什么会这样?这几天我都很不开心,我也不能怎样。因为我不想逼我自己，逼自己不要哭，不要想，装开心是很辛苦的！其实，假期不是好的，我更希望可以去学校，至少有朋友，可以跟他们玩，那我就不会想那么多了！
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还有就是我爸爸妈妈都知道我有男朋友了！都是因为那个嘴巴多的阿姨啦！很想把他的嘴巴切掉！你每天都去管别人的事干嘛?你很多时间吗！死人头！你最好跟我闭嘴！我恨死你！我妈妈就说，你应该去多交朋友，不要这样快找男朋友！还有很多啦！都快烦死我了！
所以呢，我不能跟朋友出去了，一定要有父母！惨了啦我！怎么办?
他的生日要到了，我一直都希望可以跟他庆祝，但是现在一切都没了！我想了很多可以让他开心的事，让他有一个难忘的生日，而且这是我跟他度过的第一个生日，可是都没了！我也因为这件事伤心了好久，也哭过了！我想我也应该接受这个事实了啦！ =(

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跟meimei说的话，
mei，你要坚强噢！不要再哭了！知道吗?不要再为已经过去的事而不开心了！不要再乱想了！你还有你的朋友，我们吗? 对吗? 呵呵！加油！姐姐永远支持你噢！有什么事，记得要来找我噢！知道吗? =)
跟anne说的话，
anne，你也不要不开心了啦！不要担心那么多！你也不要想那么了啦！没事的！知道吗? 你也要照顾你自己，不要让你自己生病了！记得找我sms噢！我很闷叻！不要一直跟他们sms而忘了我！=)
跟他的话，
你考着试，不要因为别的事而影响你，好不好? 我知道最近发生很多事，但是一切都已经过去了！没事了！不要想那么多，专心去考你的试吧！有什么事，等你考完试才想啦！你也不要再对你自己那么没信心了！我们要一起加油！任何事我们都可以一起度过的！我爱你！
最后，给我自己的话，
我会让我自己把不开心的事都忘记！但是我需要的是时间！我相信我自己可以的，你们每一个人都要开心噢！
虽然我现在不敢相信任何人，我对自己很没有信心，但是，我已经在努力当中！我会学会坚强，不再哭了！
你们一定要开心，知道吗?
我爱你们！呵呵^^

2008-11-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

sorry ya ! today i did not write anything bcoz i have to do my tuition homework. if not i cannot finihs ady. later 745pm got tuition! hehe =)
lazy pig. so till last minutes only do.
ohya!
you all can sms me ady. i will reply. bcoz i got 'super sms' ! hehe =)
okay =) want know what happen to me this few days. come N see my blog tomorrow ya!
love,
muackss muackss
ta-ta^^

2008-11-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

hello =)
i change my blog's background ady. hehe ^^
nice ??? go leave some comment to me ya! in the chat box. jus click 'tagboard' on the top thr then can ady.
my mei mei helped me do de, do jor very long le..hehe^^ thx ya mei!

THANKS A LOTSSS YA MEI ^^

这几天发生了好多事情！让我很不开心，不过现在应该没事了！

我会慢慢告诉你们什么事的！

星期六那天，我的朋友去了pyramid。本来我没有去的！可是过后我爸爸问我要不要出去，我就说好！那我跟妈妈就出去了！

然后我就去redbox找他们，他们在里面唱歌，我也在里面！那时我还很开心！

然后他(我男朋友)也来redbox找我！过后唱唱唱，时间到了，我的朋友就去吃东西，而我就找妈妈一起吃啦！

吃完了，我就自己走，本来是要去找朋友一起拍大头贴，怎知道他们放我飞机，气死了！因为他们要看戏了啦！然后我就去找他！他在玩snooker，应该是吧！不然就是pool，因为我不会分！呵呵！那边很臭，全部都是烟味！弄到我的头发臭死了！>。<

他在玩，我就在那边玩他的电话，看他的电话。结果，给我看到一些不该看的东西，我就开始很不开心，很没心情了！但是我不想在这边讲出来！对不起噢！

然后我就一直对他很冷淡！

当我在车时，我就sms他！告诉他我看到的东西！那是我就开始哭了！我不能接受这样的事情会发生，他竟然骗了我！我就一直没有回覆他！他也一直跟我解释，不过我还是没有睬他！那天晚上，我还想过要跟他分，因为我最讨厌我的男朋友骗我了！我对这些事很敏感！

那时我在想，我是不是应该这样做，可是我很乱！我也不知道该怎么做，我只会哭！

“爱是一种幸福，我很喜欢爱的感觉，可是爱需要很大的勇气！我不适合去爱，因为我不能面对挫折，只要有一点小事，我就想放弃！” 这是我当时想的东西，我很弱，我只会哭！

那天我哭了一整天。我知道他的心情也不好！他告诉我很多东西！一直跟我解释！但是我只是哭，没有回答他！那晚我真的很怕很怕！我告诉他，我需要的是时间！我相信时间可以冲淡一切！只要我们两个依然爱对方，什么是都可以一起度过的！

第二天，我的眼睛肿了起来！很不舒服！那晚我也不是睡得很好！

我告诉他，我需要时间，但是我已经好很多了！所以我们还是没有分啦！呵呵^^

虽然你伤了我的心，我也是一时想太多，让我真的很乱，根本不知道该做什么！但是我知道，我还是很爱你的！

我想我也因为这件事，长大了！不过，我还是不开心，我的伤口还在，可能会永远都在，可是我会慢慢把它医好，所以我说我需要时间！

这件事，让我知道了！当你越对自己有信心时，会让你跌倒，而且跌得更深！我的信心全部都没了，让我不敢再相信别人了！不过，我会坚强的！

有时，也不要去多手看别人的手机，就会有这个结果了！有些事不知道好过知道！

其实，我很不开心，但是现在好很多了！不用担心我啦！我没事的！

okayy..i jus stop here. i still got things to write but next time! too long ady.

*GOOD LUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES YA!*

2008-11-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

the pizza that i made. look nice? hehe ^^

the pic of me with my hair N my dress! hehe=)

hehe =) this is the couple mickey on the flower car of my cousin's wedding. cute right?

the ukiran. how was it?

i'm taking the flower to take pic. hehe. got 11 rose o! meaning is 'love you 1 ppl 4ever' dunno when i can get it le? XD

ohya.

i promised that i will hav some pic when my cousin's wedding right?

hehe.

when the night go for dinner. i went to saloon to set my hair. hehe=)

how was my hair? give some opinion. when first i saw, i felt lik very funnny. but after that, i have use to it.

N ..in the restaurant. all the waiters was young boy. i mean teenager. hehe=)

they all quite good looking. shy* XD but too bad i did not take pic of them. haha

N ..the pic up there is the pizza i made. actually it is not really pizza.

i used bread to do. look delicious? haha

it is nice. really. my parents said nice too.

i learn this from a tv programe called 'lazy first'. hehe ^^

N ..the other pic was my school need us to do the ukiran.

isn't it nice?

jus some of it i did myself. others is my mum, my bro N my frns. it is hard to do. i dont really know how to do. luckily my frn helped me out. thanksss ya. hehe =)

tat's all. ta-ta ^^

2008-11-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

hehe =)
i'm back. i'm done for my EXAMS ! i'm free for now. happy*
today after i came back home. i rested awhile. after eat my lunch, i had my piano lessons. after that i'm here to play comp N blog. XD
how was my exams ?
for me, is quite hard. but i asked the answer from my frns.
N ..i see my frn's answer that sitting beside me. hehe
this is the first time we talk so much during the exams N asked so much answer form my frns. haha
N ..today. we hav pjk. i even change my question paper with my frns N we start discussing answer.
then we also had our science paper 2. my frn helped me a lot. if not i think i will fail my science. it was not difficult but i did not study N i cant rmb. thankss ya.
however, it had ady passed. dont worry. the thing i worry now is my result. our result will send to our hse by letter during holidays. scare my parents opened it.
but anyway, i know my sejarah's result. i get 74% .hehe
quite happy with it. this time the highest mark is only 83% .
oh well, tml was the last day for school. =(
i will miss my frns a lotss. N ..i will be bored at home. T.T

i have a lots story to tell. if you feel bored. you may jus leave here.

how is baby N me now?
still like dat la. hehe=)
few days more will be our monthly anniversary. smile*

now, i think i cant always hang out with frns ady.
you know why? coz i think my mum know that i had couple ady. i not sure. but i guess. but i cant admit it in front my parents, i will DIE. till now she still did not ask me any question abt it, but if she ask, i wont admit it.
so..i'm trying to less going out so that she will forget abt it. N..she wont like always looking at what i do N who's my frn.

this few days, i think a lot. i promised myself not to cry anymore. i have to be strong. but, i did cry on Tuesday's night. which i hav my exams next day.
i'm forcing myself not to think so much. but i still cant control myself.
when i was studying, i wrote down all my feelings on paper. but i had throw it coz i dont want let other ppl to see it. is my personal thing. hehe ^^

you know? these days i dont know why i become very easy to angry. i just need a ppl to accompany all the time. but if baby did not accompany, i will jus angry. i jus dont know how to say my feeling.
N ..my school problems make me not happy. aiyoo. i really dont know. mayb holidays i need to think abt what i really want. i really hav to think properly.

a girl in my school. she make me more hate her than ever.
i jus dont know why i hate her so deeply. bcoz of something but i wont say it out. so sorry =P

hehe=) i suddenly forget what to say. before this, i hav many ideas to write. when i rmb, i will come N update again.
now i wanna go to play games. viwawa. play cards. bcoz i want my level higher than baby! hehe i want to challenge him.

ta-ta. will update asap.
muackss <3

2008-11-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

hello =)
i'm sorry for so long did not come N blog.
i will come back wif my blog on THURSDAY ! or mayb FRIDAY !
i hav many stories to tell out if i still rmb.
this few days, not that happy. always hope i can write out my feelings. but i can't ! i jus need to study!
my final exams will be on MONDAYS to THURSDAY !
after that, i will be FREE !
hehe ^^
okay, is time for me to study!
ta-ta
XD

2008-10-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

today Thursdays ady. =(
i still haven study, i still haven do finish all the thing i should do. this few days jus like wasting my time online-ing, tuition.
how how how ?i haven study ?i gonna die with this year-end exams.
N ..tml is PMR's last day! so good! imagine if i'm form 3 this year?how good it is. i will be free! but, too bad,i'm not =(
ohya. today is 16.
means it is my cousin sister b'day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA !

N ..2 days before. it was 14.
means it was me N baby monthly anniversary. *happy*
N ..we been together ady 8 months. hehe ^^
can count as long ady.
I love you baby ! muackss.. thanks for everything u gave me, thanks for giving such a sweet memories. in this 8months, i felt very happy to been with u.. muackss

HAPPY 8VE MONTH ANNIVERSARY !

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N ..
actually yterday night i not that happy.
i slept alone without baby.
why ?
bcoz i felt like he like dont like i care of what he did.
but mayb boys dont like care by girls? i dunno.?
i care him bcoz i want him to slp early. i care him is for his good. but, i really dont know why? nevermind. is okay. i know what to do.
N ..well ..just dont say too much. everything is alright now.
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tml my relatives gonna come. YEAH !
why? bcoz my cousin's wedding will be on Saturday.
long time never go for ppl's wedding ady. excited ! hehe =)
N ..mayb will got angpau ?wakaka
i will take some pic. i think .
if possible i will take the pic of me with my dress. if someone can help me set my hair or make up, that will be better. hehe XD N ..i really hope so.

thus, i may not be on9 tml or even on Saturday. so sorry.
after Saturday, i hav to study. no more on9!
study hard ya ppl !
jus the last exams. i know we can do it!
muackss muackss

2008-10-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

hello =)
i long time no on9 ady ,about 1 week. so i also din update my blog. sorry ya !
hav many stories to tell ,but dont know want start from whr ?hehe^^ i try to rmb what i want to say la.
erm ..
firstly,

我真的要学会坚强！我要习惯一个人，我要自己一个人，不要再一直要你们陪我！你们是不可能一直陪着我，我还是会一个人的，如果我现在还依然像以前的我，我一定会有更大伤害！我不想要这样！我要坚强，要独立！
我在想，如果我们从来没有认识过，那该有多好！可是，你们给了我很多的快乐，很多甜蜜的回忆！我会永远记得的！但我很闷时，都是你们来陪我，让我开心，让我不会感到孤单！谢谢你们！可是，我已经习惯了有你们，如果没有你们，就像今天，我很闷，有点不开心！希望你们永远都可以陪我，永远不要离开我！不过我知道这是不可能的！笨蛋的我！=P

okay la, dont say about this anymore !cheer up ,be happy =)
ohya,
today got 1 frn, she add back me in msn N also friendster N she say sorry to me.
why she say sorry to me ?got a long long long story N is qutie long time ago. so i dont want say it here. hehe ^^
why she will suddenly like dat ?i really dont know .
is she truly apologise ?i dont know. not i dont want to believe her is bcoz about last time. anyway, i should be happy with this. dont care about she is truly or not. but since she apologise N i forgiv her. more 1 frn better than hav 1 enemy.
N ..
i will be start holidays from today! YEAH ! for 9days.
but this holidays i cnt go out too, i hav to stay at home to study. exams will be on 30/10. N ..is year end exams, will be very tough! i hav to study hard !
today. did not study at school. today 1 of our school's teacher retired .so all the teachers went for jamuan or something.
so i N my 2 frns go walk around the school N read novel. tat's all. boring day.
many of my frns did not come today. they went to primary school bcoz today is primary school's children day! i did not go. actually i really wanna to go. but i hav promise my frn to go to school. N ..bcoz of some problems so i dont want to go.
today no frns at school, so lonely. so boring. now i only realise that they are very good, they always accompany me. but sometimes when they are here, i still think that they very disturb-ing.hehe ^^ but actually they're not!
again holidays for 1 weeks ! boring. cannot see all my lovely frns ! hehe ^^
i will miss you all !
N ..for those who having PMR !

GOOD LUCK TO YOU YA !

ALL THE BEST TO YOU ! GAMBATEH ^^

hehe =)
i lack of money now! i hav no money to reload. i use a lot money on my phone. 30dolar jus finish in 10days ! =(
hehe^^anyone that good hearted can help me reload ! hehe =P
okay la. today on9 quite long ady. i also wanna off9 now.
bye bye! love you all ya ! muacksss..

2008-10-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

hello ppl =)
i think i fall sick ady. T.T
but.i also dont know whether really sick or what. jus now feel very cold N my whole person very hot. but now i feel lik normal ady but like headache.
i also dont know what happen to me.
later i going to hav my hair cut. YEAH !
N ..
this 3 days, include today is thr forth day. me N baby did not sms. =(
he say his phone got prob? i also dont know why.
i keep waiting, waiting N waiting. i was so lonely. so bored.
this 2 days, i hav to wake up early bcoz of got tuition.
N ..baby wake me up! hehe XD
tml last day ady. i was so tired.
what baby doing now? this few days i did not even know what he doing.
miss him lik crazy!
when i'm lonely, when i'm bored. i will start simply think.
why am i so stupid ?
anyway,
yesterday night i dreamed.
i dreamed that got many many dogs surrounded me. i was so scare. N ..the dog bite me. bite my finger. then i was so scare.
later on, dont know how. when i went to toilet. my teeth all drop. drop 1 by 1.
then later my front 2 teeth break. i was so scared. MY TEETH ALL DROP! i will be the ugliest ppl in the world !!!
after that, i rushed back to the school with no teeth bcoz i wanna take back my bag.
on the way to school, my teeth still dropping. i put all my teeth in my pocket.
i left my bag in the classroom N my phone is inside my bag. that's why i scare my bag will lose. but finally i found it also N baby called me. hehe
after that my alarm rang. so my dream jus stop thr. so i wake up. when i wake up, i use my tongue N touch my teeth. N ..my teeth is still thr. haha
ohya,
yesterday my dad bring me to PAVILION.
actually i dont lik to go thr bcoz the things selling thr are too expensive N all branded. even i lik those shirt but i could not buy.
i tot wanna ask dad bring me go Sungai Wang bcoz jus walk thr then can reach ady. but then dad dont want.
so bro go shop shop shop. N ..he bought a jeans.
then i also go walk walk. i was no mood to shop bcoz i know i cant buy anything. N ..i bought a shirt. but quite expensive, dont know why dad will buy for me.
( i think baby will lik this shirt .hehe ^^ )
after shopping then we went to eat. then we went home.
my leg was hurt again. bcoz of my shoes! pain. pain. pain. but i still wanna wear it. hehe
okay. stop here. going for hair cut. hehe
bye bye!

2008-09-30T18:35:00.000+08:00

Tuesday.
a word to describe my feeling now is ........
BORED !!!!!!!!
i'm bored, bored, bored N bored.
i dont know what to do ?feel lazy to do hw, feel lazy to study.
N ..tml morning 9am i hav a tuition. T.T sad
i hav to wake up at 8am. so early. =(
baby say he will wake me up? hehe^^ but dont know true or not?
oh well,
now me N baby are alright now. thankss god ! hehe
thankss ya baby! i'm the one who did wrong. i'm the one who need to apologize. BUT, you are the one who concern me N make me happy. make me laugh.
baby, i really need to say thanks to you. you are the only one that can make me happy. i love you!
i was so scare that you will leave me, but you didnt!
sorry ya. i promise i will do what you want me to do.
i'm really sorry.
all i can say to you is just SORRY. i will not do that again.
i'm so bored now. no ppl to chat with. N ..baby is play bball.
so miss baby. really hope that he is besde me right now.
what did i do today?
wake up. read novel. eat. slp. watch tv. cook fried rice. sms.
N ..right now i'm writing blog.
that's all. my life was so meaningless. =(
tml is holidays. dad N mum will be at home.
i wanna to hav a hair cut. i hate my hair now. so ugly.
i hope my dad can bring me for a hair cut tml.
N ..i wanna go thr N buy CD. hehe^^
if is lunch time, i wanna go to Asia Cafe to buy a pizza! hehe
the pizza thr was nice N delicious. yummy ~
the pizza was small but expensive. i can eat the whole pizza myself! hehe
i miss the pizza. i want to eat!!!!!!!
BUT, i hav to keep fit! i'm TOOO FAT now! =(

okay. bye bye guys. stop here.
must be happy ya! muackss

2008-09-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

today ,Monday!
no school . not happy.
let's talk about yesterday first.
yterday i went to 1u. shopping. Wif family.
hmm..
at first i wear high heel shoes. omg! the shoes are killing me. my leg is so pain.
after that, i cnt stand anymore N i change to the normal shoes. BUT, my leg still pain bcoz i think the shoes ady too small for me.
okay, me N mum go walk walk walk around. so boring. nothing to buy.
i also go around to look for monkey N bearbrick but i did not saw it. ( nvm, i will go find in Pyramid if i got go. XD )
I bought some exercise books to do, exams coming soon.
N ..i bought 1 novel from the comic shop. actually i wanna buy a comic, but i cant look for the 1 i like.
later on, i bought 3 pairs of white socks from FOS.
walk walk walk. then we bought a cup of fruit juice to drink.
N ..i bought a sausage bun to eat bcozz i'm hungry. But, i did not eat lastly, i jus ate it today morning. hehe^^
later on,
we went to one world hotel. we went thr to eat Japanese food.
Yummy ~~~ its delicious. I ate quite a lot.
after that, we plan to go back home. i was thinking " i hav to go back home without anything, that time i was quite sad. i felt sorry to my feet, walk so long N so tired but did not buy anything. hehe =) "
we came out from the hotel. i saw fews boutique N i went in..
the 1st shop nothing. the second shop i went in, i tried quite a lot dresses.
some make me see so fat. T.T i hav to start to keep fit.
N ..finally i bought a dress. but it not count as dress bcoz not really long.
N ..can wear pants inside if you lik.
I quite lik the dress. hehe ^^ i will wear it to my cousin's wedding!
okay ..yesterday's story ended.
how about today ?
morning. mei mei sms me!
she say she had high fever for 3 days ady. today she still fever. hav to go blood test ady.
MEI , dun scare,k ?u will be fine! jie jie pray for you. hope you can recover faster! muackss ..
jus now, baby sms me. he tell me something.
i know i'm wrong. i know he wont believe me.
BUT ,he is jus my pet bro. we really nth!
N ..all my best frns also so close with him. is true.
if u really dun believe me, u can go ask my frns. we are close, but we are jus lik bro N sis.
mayb u dun wan me so close with boys,
okay fine, i will ignore him. i jus hope u can believe me.
i can do anything bcoz of you. i want you to know that i just love you!
N ..i'm not happy now.
he scold me jus now. he scold me stupid.
mayb i'm really stupid? whatever ...
no mood to write now. bye bye!

2008-09-26T18:53:00.000+08:00

today is friday .the last day for school N ..holidays start! For 9 dayss .
holidays ?
bored at home. i prefer going to school! got all my lovely frnss. hehe =)
i will miss my frnss a lotsss.
so ?
how was my school life?
yesterday form 1 N form 2 got a spot check. stupid!
the 1st time girls got spot check like that!
just straight away before we went up to class.
all the prefects surrounded us. then, we left our bags on the floor N we went to aside.
the discipline teacher know that that day some students have lawatan to tudm, so they purposely have spot check.
a lotss of phone, mp3 N comics N liquidss had gone.
N ..the liquid they just throw inside the dustbin. wtf. waste our money!!!
but luckily, only my liquid N marker got rampas.
N ..my sweets N Chinese novels were safe! hehe^^
N ..the stupid prefects open my bag N did not help me zip back ! my pencil case was out N my bottle row away! stupid!
okay, fine. the spot check is over.
So ,Thursday N Friday teachers did not teach ady. Jus let us do what we want!
i'm so bored at class, bcoz as you know, i did not hav my best frns in my class.
But, i'm very happy that all my frns came N accompany me!
hehe^^ really thanksss. I'm happy with u all!
some of them ponteng to my class. N ..talk to me! hehe^^
all of us were sitting on the floor behind N playing N chit-chatting.
N ..i can say i ponteng for the whole day today! haha
first 3 periods is my frns came to my class. after that, we had Chinese, so we ponteng to ik, 3 periods.the last period, i ponteng to the dewan terbuka.
haha
we jus lepak-ing around. But, its fun! i'm happy with all my frnss!
thanks ya! love you all!
hehe =)
ohya. N ..i hate my classmates! i really hope i can change class! but i know it will not happen, bcoz if i want to change class, i hav to get bad results, if i get bad results, i will die!
my classmates N me are not the same kinds. i jus dont know how to explain. really dont lik them. really hate to communicate with them. but i hav no choice! T.T
luckily i still hav all my best frnsss! only u all will know me! hehe ^^ i love you all!
okay la.
stop here! miss all of you. hope to see you all as soon as possible!
this holidays will be a bored holidays.bcoz dad dont allow me to go out with frns anymore! T.T
but anyway,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS YA!

bye bye. muackss ..

2008-09-24T17:46:00.001+08:00

today i prefer to write in chinese, bcoz i dont know how to write in english. sorry!
心情真的很低落，很不开心。
我现在很锇，但是我根本没胃口吃。
在看电视，平时我喜欢看的节目，都觉得不好看了。
不想跟任何人讲话，只想一个人静静的！
最近，我都吃不多，吃不下，也许我会慢慢地瘦下来！
也许下次你见到我，我已经瘦了不少，也或许你不会再见到我了，谁知道以后会发生什么事呢?我还记得你不喜欢瘦瘦的我，但是我真的没胃口！对不起！
这几天晚上，我都在哭，是因为你！我为了你流下了多少的眼泪，我真的不懂！
不过，为了我爱的人，我可以！我可以牺牲我自己！
我哭是因为很想念你！我真的真的很想每天都看到你！就算只是远远的看一眼，我也愿意！
想念一个人真的真的很辛苦，有时只要一想到你，我就会流下眼泪！
但是，这是我们的考验，我还是一样的爱着你，没有改变过！
那你呢?我不知道！也许你已经累了?已经不想再爱了呢?我真的不知道！
爱一个人，想念一个人是不容易的！
如果你觉得你已经闷了，我不能再带给你快乐了，那我会选择放手！
可能我只是为你添麻烦！就像你说的，你把所有的钱都花在我身上，我加重了你的负担，我浪费你的钱！
我是一个很没有用的女朋友，我只会害你，根本不能给你快乐，给你幸福！
我从来没有爱过一个人，爱得那么深，爱得那么多！你是我唯一的一个！
但是，虽然我真的真的很爱你，真的真的不想跟你分开，但是，我不想逼你！
有人跟我说，说你这个，说你那个！但是，我没有理会他们，因为我相信你！
但是。。。。。
我真的不知道！
每天晚上都不能入睡，每天晚上都胡思乱想，想着你！
到底是你变了，还是我变了?我不知道！
每天只会想着这些！
我唯一知道的，是我一直爱着你，从来没有变过！
我爱你！

2008-09-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

this is the 7 lollipop baby bought for me! hehe XD 1 also i haven eat. wan keep it as memory! hehe^^

this is my seni teacher, Fatruna. how was it? hehe^^ he was good N i miss him =(

is friday again ..boring ! =(
today is our seni N english teacher's last day at school ! T.T
i miss them! this few days also feel like wanna cry ,coz i miss them!
i got my seni teacher's photo, but dont hav eng teacher !
today, when english period, teacher came in, ask us to write a short note for her. then later she gave us few candies N a small note book. the note book was nice!
later on, we have photo shot! hehe..everyone! but, i dont hav the pic!
miss you, teacher! will always rmb you!
how are me this few days?
okay, i think?
..i'm be back normal ady. no more moody. but sometimes also will not happy! but, i'm fine!
N ..
finally, my frn tell me everything today. N ..i finally know what happen ady.
hehe^^ happy! N ..wish you happy also ya! muackssss
ohya,
i'm chatting with mei mei now! in msn.
i tell her my story.
hope she can be happy everyday. mei, rmb to smile,ok? =)
jie jie always beside you!
N ..i wan to go out with her during holidays! i miss her a lotsssssssss..
so boring this few days, dont know what to do?
babyy playing bball right now, cnt disturd him! hehe XD
i miss babyyy! so long nvr meet him.
actually we jus meet last sunday, but jus a little while. not enough!
i wan meet him! everyday!
okay la. stop here. dont know what to write also?
bye bye! hav a nice day N be happy =)

2008-09-17T12:25:00.000+08:00

tis is my cousin 1st bday cake, i love it! =)

today was Wednesday. no school!

so boring .. =(

what happen tis few days?

i think i'm getting to be happy like last time, i'm trying my best! give me sometimes ya! i want to be happy! =)

so, last Sunday was me N baby monthly anniversary! hehe

BUT, the sad thing is..........

we had an arguement N it hurt me a lot a lot. this is the first time we lik dat, never tried before, N ..i'm so scare, my tears were jus flow down like the waterfall.

i dont hope to say what happen to us that day, lets say some happy thing!

14-9 was mooncake festival! hehe

N ..we call up all my cousin to hav a dinner!

N ..it is also my little cousin first bday! i lik his cake! is winnie the pooh!

N ..i played canddle with my cousin too. she did a love shape!

at night, Babyyy came N find me. fetch me out to accompany he eat dinner. then he said sorry to me. i forgive him. when i wanna go back, he gave me 7 lollipop bocz tat day was our 7th month anniversary!

N ..the lollipop's pic will be upload soon coz i haven take it yet! sorry!

thanksss baby! i love you ! N ..i hope that thing wont happen again!

N ..

yesterday my English teacher gave us to see all our trailer..hehe

is so funny N nice to watch!

she also did a slideshow for us. N ..when i see it, i almost wanna cry!

i gonna to miss her. she will be going tis Friday! N ..my seni teacher also!

i gonna miss them! i will always remember them!

ohya,

N ..today was my frns, chong hui N my cousin's bf's bday!

i not really sure izzit his bday today.

but anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!

okay, i will pen-off now.

bye bye!

2008-09-13T12:35:00.000+08:00

is a lonely night yterday.
babyy went to slp very early. N i was alone.
slp without his voice.
i cant slp. till 1 something.
i need him to make me slp.
yterday, we had a small arguement.
bcoz of something. BUT everything is fine today.
i feel lik today i not that moody. i'm happy, i think?
i need babyy to make me fall asleep. i need him everytime.
i love him <3
hope thr's no more arguement between we 2 .
ohya, N ...
tml will be our monthly anniversary ! yeahhhhhhhhhh

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY

babyyyyyyyy, thankss for so caring me for this 7 months! thankss for giving me such a sweet memory ya!
i love you with all my heart babyyy!

2008-09-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

i'm back here to write?
so ???
tis fews day, can say tis whole week, i'm really moody..i'm not happy!
BUT, what i do is..
i pretend to be happy, i force myself to be happy..
i know tat is not good for me, but ? what else can i do beside lie-ing myself? keep pretending? i really dont know what else can i do better than these.
i force myself to be happy, force myself not to cry, but? is this work?
i think is Wednesday, i was not happy, i did not go to canteen N i jus sat thr..my frns ask me what happen, at first i dont want to tell, but they keep asking, i really cnt stand N i cried out!
tis whole weeks many things happen to me, many things had changed, i just cnt accepted it, i think what i need now is time!
i try to tell my frns what had happen BUT i did not tell all.
how abt babyyyyyy?
he was having exam. trial! he was not happy for the last few days. i really dont want to influence him anymore. i jus try my best to concern him to care abt him. but, he asked me not to care abt him. will i dont care abt him? he is the one i love? how can i dont care abt him? i know mayb he was not happy this few days but he jus did not tell me. i also dont dare to ask abt how's his exam or wat, i scare he not happy. everything i want jus to see baby happy! tat's what i hope......study hard ya baby! good luck to all yr exam! i love you =)
how long more i need to keep pretending? i really dont know.
but, i will try my best to become myself. NO MORE pretending!
many ppl say that if u not happy, jus cry out, after tat u will be much better.
will this work? i dont know.
bcoz..cry will not solve any problemsss.
i jus stop here. nothing to write.
jus dont ask me why i'm not happy. i know i can solve it by myself, i dont want to influence anyone!
okay, bye bye ppl =)
must happy everyday, smile always =)

2008-09-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

sorry ya ! long time no update my blog ady ..i'm lazy to on9 now..
actually i hav something to write with my sckul thingy, but i hav no mood to write tat anymore.
i'm crying now. my tears jus drop down lik dat.
i jus finish reading mei mei's blog!
mei, u must be happy! u must be happy! dun cry anymore, dun sad anymore!
muackss muackss ..
u must be strong! u still got all yr best frns, u can find them.
N.... u still got me! i will always thr!
when u feel bored,
when u feel not happy,
u can sms me, u can call me!
i will try my best to help you. i promise.
i dun lik to see u not happy lik dat. i wan u to be happy.
tat day when i call u, when i heard yr voice, i was scare. i dont know what to do. when i talk to u, when i know what is happening, my heart really pain, i feel lik crying but i din cry cos i wan u not to cry so myself cnt cry.but after tat, i cry again!
i'm sorry!
tis will happen, i know u very not happy! but, it ady happen! the fact is jus lik dat. dun think abt it anymore! think something good!
mei, can u promise not to cry anymore? can u promise to happy everyday?
i know is a hard thing to ask u to forget him but at least u dun always think abt him. u can think but think the time when u all happy together! think something tat is a sweet memory for u!
dun think too much N dun do anything that hurt yrself!
u wan him to be happy! then how abt u? u must also be happy! he also wan u to be happy de!
u still got a lot of frns caring u, worrying u!
dun cry anymore mei! be strong! i will always be thr wif u! find me anytime when u need someone to accompany u! muackss.jie always love you! be happy, must smile everyday!

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babyyyyyyy!
i love you! i dont want u to leave me!
i love you 4ever with full of my heart!
tat's what i wan u to know! N ...i love you!
muacksssssssssssssssssss

2008-08-31T16:21:00.000+08:00

everyone is suck !
everyone is fucker !
they're just lik shit !
i hate them !
this world is so damn unfair ! is suck ! i hate this world !
izzit girl is unless in this world ? why every parents must only pampared boy ?
if no girl ,will them hav a boy ?
did i did wrong ? i did nothing ,k !!!!!!!!
jus came out frm bath, then jus sit at comp N wan play comp ! isnt it wrong ?
scold bro then scold la. NOT me! i'm not the one tat wan exam ,i can play,rite ?!
he keep playing playing N playing. i did not even play!
why when i jus wanna sit down, the fucker mom cnt stop saying me, scolding me? NOT me, k !
then why when he sat down, u're smiling N taking wif him !
what the fuck world is this !
why no one wanna scold him ?N keep scolding me ?
isnt scold girl they will feel very happy ?
fucker !
if u all so lik boy ?why not jus born all boy ?why not dont born me out ?at least i no need to suffer ! i no need to let u all scold !
cant u all jus think abt my feeling ?
everytime i do hse work ,whenever they call me to do, i had to do immediately !
then how abt him ?jus sat thr N do nth !isnt it fair ?
i'm hurt ! hurt deeply !
N ..i'm really in the bad mood !
i hate everyone !
i hate this world !!!!!

2008-08-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry ppl =)coz i had been not blogging for so long. I'm busy wif my stuffs, lik folio N seni. BUT,finally i managed to finish it yterday N i had submitted today! hehe. i'm free now! one of the reason that i did not post for so long time, is bcoz i'm LAZY! hehe.
well, so wat i'm going to write?
let me think ..........
ohya, i had been out wif BABYYY last Sunday! hehe. its was fun N it's a memorable day for me. i will nvr forget! thx Babyyyy.
so, her sis's bf come N fetch me abt 12something. after tat,me N babyy go N take ticket. then go walk walk awhile, then go watch movie!
the 1st movie we watched was 'nei yi shao nu' (sorry,i don't know wat's the english name). it's was a funny show! haha. the bra in the movie was DAMN NICE! hehe. i quite lik tis movie.
okay, then. we go walk walk. then go see brickbear N monkey. after that, we went for another movie again. hehe. DEATH RACE ! this movie was 18 n above, BUT i went in. hehe. how about tis movie ?erm..quite nice also.
BUT ,bcoz of babyyy hug me N i lye on his shoulder, it was so comfortable N it make me feel lik slping. hehe. But i didn't!
okay,then. we went to buy brickbear! we 2 bought the same 1 N we hang on our phone. then ltr go for bowling. Babyy keep asking me to play But i dont want! hehe. coz i dont know how to play N i cant even take the ball.
aftertat ,we went home. the day just passed lik tis! so fast. the time with babyy was so short! i really miss him right now!
okay, then how was school?
my test result are bad! dont what to do also. i did work hard. mayb? haha
nvm, i will work hard next time. N the thing i noticed is..everyone did not done well in tis exam.
today was Friday, school should be celebrate national day. but they used tis day to do as lantik pengawas baru N giv out the certificates. it was so boring. then later teacher go talk talk talk. stupid la. N the pengetua should be talking abt the national day,But she go N scold us abt discipline things. really stupid la.
okay.i think tat's all la. wanna go watch movie ady. i had write so long. hehe
Monday is holiday! yahooo!
hehe.
bye ppl =)will be uptade soon.

2008-08-23T11:27:00.000+08:00

today was Saturday. 2 more days school gonna reopen ! T.T
but, i can meet my frns..yahoooooooo !
i miss my frns a lotsss..
okay,
tml i gonna go out wif Babyyyyyyyyy
hehe
i had been such a long time din meet him ady, i miss him a lot a lot ..
i wanna go buy brickbear ! hehe
my favourite !
N ..
tat's all la. Nth to write ! bye bye !
i love you ! muackss ..

2008-08-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

back from Langkawi yesterday night ,about 7 something. is was so tired. really tired. yterday i slept about 10.30.
Langkawi was fun, but tired !
we went quite many places such lik cyber car, beach, sea, swimming pool, island N ...
nth to buy thr ,i jus bought some chocolates N a shirt that cost only 10dolar.
chocolates thr are cheap. But i didnt buy nugget thr, bcoz i tot we will go for another duty free shop but we didnt ! too bad T.T
i bought chocolates for baby too ! hope he will lik it !
erm ..
i let him choose flavour ! N ..he choose raisin & hazelnut ,one more is whole almond !
i lik raisin N hazelnut ! But, let him choose ady ! too bad !
hehe
bored ! bored ! bored N bored ! what to do ?
ohya ,
i hav to say sorry to him, coz today i did something wrong.
mayb is i too sensitive or wat?
i know u're joking, but i jus cant control myself. i'm sorry !
i will try my best not to be lik dat anymore ,k?
muackss muackss
no matter what, i will love you ! love you 1 ppl only !
hehe
muackss

2008-08-15T18:06:00.000+08:00

hi hi hi hi hi ppl =)
i'm back . finally the examss is over ! yeahhhhh
okay well ,lets talk about my exam .
hmm ..
1st day ,
eng ?a bit hard . N ..the novel i wrote quite short bcoz i cant think anything .N ..my brain is BLANK at the time ..
math ?quite okay . not too hard . i managed to answer all the questions . BUT ,i scare i will get bad result if i too confidence jus lik last term ,i feel lik i can get high marks but i only get 70 something . T.T
chinese ?still okay . but i hav no mood to do bcoz it was noisy .
moral ?hard !hard !it was all subjective N i dunno how to answer .
1st day passed ,2nd day ,
sej ?is was okay . not too hard bcoz i had studied ! haha ^^hope to get good result .
bm ?a bit hard .
kh ?hard .coz i din finished study .
the last day ,mean today !
sc ?a bit hard . paper 2 is hard ..
seni ?freaking hard ! bcoz i didnt even study . hope can pass !
geo ?very hard .coz i didnt really study coz no mood ! hehe ,gonna die with this !
okay ,that's all for my exam . start to pray to get good result xp
tml is Saturday .1st day of holiday ! yahoo !
tml morning i going to Langkawi ! quite excited , BUT haven pack thing yet ^^
will be back on Tuesday !
ohya ,
N ..happy 6th month anniversary baby =)
i'm gland to be with u this half year ! thanks for all the things u had do for me ! thankss ..
I LOVE YOU =)
i think tat's all bcoz i cant think anything to write ..will be update on mayb Tuesday or Wednesday ?
BYE BYE XD

2008-08-12T18:12:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy .i'm not happy .i'm NOT happy !
yesterday night ,i didnt slp for the whole night ..
why ?
bcoz ..
about 12 ,boyf called me ..N we talk talk talk ..
then later dun know how ,we lik start argue to each other . i think he's not ,N ..its only me .it's all my fault ..
he asked me wanna go out on holidays N bla bla bla .
N ..he say he cnt come to find me (it made me quite not happy.) .
after tat ,he say he want to go to pyramid N buy brick bear for a girl ! (N ..i'm really not happy wif it.)
i dun know why u hav to buy brick bear for her ?N ..thr are so many to giv as present ,why must giv the brick bear ?
N ..u know i LOVE brick bear a lotss . u didnt buy for me coz u say u dun hav money ,okay ..nvm..BUT ,why u wan to buy for a GIRL !
i really don understand ..
okay ,mayb is i jeolous or wat ?did u know that when u tell me u're going to buy brick bear for a GIRL ,u know how pain my heart is ?N ..tat time i almost wanna cry out ..
after tat ,we lik a bit quarrel or something ,then we stop talking ..
when the moment i put down the phone ,i'm really angry .but ,i'm also very sad .i'm crying !
i send msg for him ,but cnt receive coz no line ..till now he didnt msg me !
the whole night i cant slp ! i keep simply thinking N tat time i really need a person to accompany me but thr is NO ONE !
i HATE LONELY ,i really HATE LONELY !
i g2g to study coz my exam start tml .
i hav to stop thinking of all this things ,N concentrate on my studies ..
i also hope tat it can be solve !
all the best to me tml !
bye bye !

2008-08-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

08.08.08 ?
hehe
today's the olympic. later i gonna to watch the open ceremony !
okay well ..
yesterday was heavy rain .damn heavy .N ..i cycle back in the rain ..i'm totally wet. Even my bag N my books inside were wet !
its dangerous to cycle in rain .the rain drops bit me N its painful . N its hard to open my eyes .I dont want to cycle in rain anymore .
N ..i rmb that last year ,i also cycle back home in a heavy rain .N ..i fell down jus in front the skul . N ..its painful ! tat's y i scare to cycle in rain ..
then ,
today ?
i'm sick ! i slept at skul today .N ..i did not went out for recess N i stayed in class to slp ..
now ..i'm having headache ..But, its much better than in school !
i'll take care of myself !
N ..N ..N ..
the exams is coming ! haiz ..its on next Wednesday ! jus 5 days to go .
did i study ? i dont know ..
But ,i will study !
after exams ,thr will be holidays ! Yeah !
N ..i'm going to Langkawi on Saturday till Tuesday ! i hope i will hav fun thr !
hehe
okay la .i want to off ady ...
not really feeling well ..
bye ppl =)

2008-08-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

hello ppl =)
erm ..
frns' prob had beed solve ,mayb ? actually ,jus dont think so much N everything will be alright !
today was our scul's FUN (D) GALORE ..it was fun but tired .
we played 3 games , 1 is hunted hse ..
hunted hse was quite okay ,not really scary..i dont really lik it ..
then ,we also played rumah sesat N i played twice ..
inside was really dark ,cant even see anything ..the 1st time i went in ,i walked the 1st N i bang the table ..its pain ! but ,nth happen ..
the last games was warhouse rainforest ..it was fun ,really fun ..i lik this the most !
6 ppl a group N our group got 3 girls 3 boys ..
when we just went in ,i quickly go snatch the water gun .then we start to attack each other .haha
everyone of us got a balloon N we should protect our balloon until the end of game then can get a present ..but ,we dunno .so ,we go burst it ..haha
the games last abt 10 minutes,i think .
it was fun .but i'm totally wet ! ALL wet .
after that ,i went to help my class to sell muffins N lollipops !
muffins we had sell finish .but lollipops still left fews ..
ohya ,i also went to spray my hair ! I spray gold N red ..
When i went home ,only i regret .bcoz ,i hav to take bath N the colour will gone .it just waste my money ..
But ,anyway ,it still okay la =)
how abt what i had eat ?
erm ..
morning ,i bought speggati N watermelon juice .the watermelon juice is just lik plain water N i'm been force by my frns to buy it N it cost 3 ringgit ,damn expensive ..
then ,after we had finish playing all the games .then ,i bought speggati again .its cost 5ringgit but its very big ..i cnt finshed N my frn helped me to finish it .hehe ^^
N ..i also bought a cotton candy ! hehe ^^ i haad been long time no eat N its delicious . i lik it !
I think tat's all for the fun galore .
N ..
i want to thanks my frns having fun N accompany me for the whole days ..i'm happy !

2008-07-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

skul was normal today .but ,thr r some probs abt frns ..
firstly ,is 1 of my best frns ,she lik dun wan to mix wif us N she say she wan to mix wif other frns ,actually she is lonely ,we try to ask her why ,but she did not wan to tell us .i dont know what to do wif her .jus lik her do whatever she lik ,as long as she happy .but ,i dun wan to lose a frn !
then ,
another 1 is ..
my classmate ,actually i dont really lik her .but then ,i hav to be wif her bcoz of some reasons ..N ..i'm not yr maid ! dun always ask me to help you do this N that ..N ..why everytime i hav to listen to u ,why not u listen to me ? (she always ask me to go toilet with her N i will go wif her everytime she want to go ,but when i ask her to go with me ,she lik very not happy or something ) tis is only an example of it ,still got much more .
N ..she is very hot-tempered .i hate it .only u will angry ,other ppl wont angry izzit ? stupid !
i dont know what else can I say abt her ,jus be with her lik normal ..
N ..
i'm damn hungry now ..the stupid aunt did not cook for me ! stupid !
my mum pay u ,N u din cook for me ! wtf ! i hate you i hate you !
ohya ,
N ..yesterday the boyf came again N we went out for yamcha .he came to find me bcoz he was not happy !
i hope u can be more happy N dont keep on blaming yrself ..dont lik abt it anymore ..is jus a game ! you still hav chance ! muackss =) i miss you N i love you a lotssssssssssss ..
I think that's all for now ! i hav to study ,study N study ! hav to work hard !
BYE ^^

2008-07-26T18:32:00.000+08:00

yterday the boyf come over to play bball . hehe =)
i'm happy ! after yterday ,my mood became much better ady .
i hope i wont be not happy lik last few days again .
i love him more N more .
yterday after he played for a match ,he came to sit beside me to accompany .
i'm happy .i lik the time u're beside me .i really hope u can beside me every moment .
N ..
i lik to sit on his leg ,its so warm N i feel comfortable XD
thanks for yr accompany .
hmm ..
tml he will got a bball match . here to wish u good luck N all the best to u !
hehe ^^
hmm ..
today got skul . but nth to do thr .
but ,i help the teachers to arrange the recycle's thing . it is quite fun but i only do for awhile .then we got free 100plus to drink ..
then ,me N frns sit at the canteen till finish skul .it's so bored !
jus now i also went to furniture shop bcoz my aunt want to buy bed ..
N ..i bought a booster ! hehe =)
tonight i can use it ady ,i hope i can slp better N more comfortable .
haha
tat's all for now .having tuition later .bye !

2008-07-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

hmm ..
not happy this fews day..dunno y ?
bcoz of frns ?
i feel lik myself very lonely N no one gonna care abt me .feel lik no one can understand me .
actually my heart is so not happy ,but no one knows it ,even the boyf .
sometimes ,i really hope tat i'm not in this scul ,i hope i can cahnge to a new scul ,to know new frns N start my new life .
i will never tell my feelings to anyone ,not i dun wan to tell ,is i dunno how to tell N they wont understand me (tat's the main reason ).
Last time when i bored ,frns will come to talk to me ,sit beside me ,i need them now .N i really need to say thank you to them .but now, no one gonna chat wif me N leave me alone .
tis few days ,few weeks ..the boyf did not really accompany me .i know he is not free ,but at least i hope you will be thr when i need you .Tis few days i really not happy N u're not thr ..what can I do ?
I know tat u're busy ,sometimes I din even know what you thinking abt .Actually ,need i know you well ?i can force you to be thr wif me ,when u're not free N you really cant make it ,but then i jus hope tat thr are still ppl to concern me N care me .
Bcoz of u ,I did many things to you that I never did be4 to my boyf .
You hav changed me alot N you hav influence me alot .
My frns always say tat I'm the most happy among them ,bcoz i hav a boyf .But ,actually i hav a lot of probs ,jus tat they all dunno ..
I really dunno how to describe my feelings ..i really dunno what happen to me ?
I think I hav to calm down myself ,try to think quietly abt myself ..
tat's all for now .BYE !